Good Friday ♥

yeahhh . today is Good Friday , a very very Good Day for me . haha
baiknya hari ini dengan saya . ee . haha . dari pagi my parents tidak bagunkan saya [manja] HAHA . so saya tidur sampai jam 9.00 O.o wkwk . taruk .

then , as usual . jemur baju , mop lantai . aand bersihkan luar rumah lagi with ma lovely lil sis . waa ~ rajin tahu kami ini hari . wkwkwkw ! selalu kena teriak mamii dullu ini . haha xD

Tiba-tiba cousin yang paling gila dan disayangi VC with ma sista ~ tapi saya yang kili pigi rebut . -.-'
HAHA , b'ijik2 setelah sekian lama tidak jumpa . haha ! routine tuu . xD
beteriak2 lagi dengan sista , macam urang gila di rumah . HAHA .

Ma lover lagi jumpa saya tadiiii pagi ~ ee . malumalu . haha , he give a morning kiss at ma forehead  ♥
awww ~ ilovehimsomuchhhh and muchhhh and muchhhh :D

hehe , everyday he try to being a good lover to me after the tragedy that happened to our relationship .
we began to appreciate each others :)
And my days were full with flowery :) . deii ~ haha

And also for the person that always be with me at midnight , almost everyday :) and the songs that you had give me . the songs i heard for my bedtime story . haha xD
I appreciate it much  ♥

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

hey ~ iloveyoualways ;) baii

A Night ...

yeahhh , a night that i can't sleep .


 cause i listened to a song that make me love and hate . hmm :/


a song that remind me of the HURTS before .

 There's a pain that lived in my heart and my mind for about 2 years ago . 


Pain still fresh in my heart . If you want the happiness with your lover .


Then you must feel the pain and challenges , 


you've feel it then you will learn how to appreciate each others .


i love you my sweetheart ~ always do ♥

for someone call someone :/

hmmm ~ tidak tahu sudah macamna mahu jelaskan perasaan dalam hati saya !
stress sangat-sangat .
teramat sakit hati !
setiap kali pun begini , sampai bila terus sakit hati . sampai bila saya boleh terima semua ini :'(
setiap kali bergaduh , mesti itu ayat yang keluar !
everytime i heard that phrase , it make me hurt the most :'( but he wont know it .

Lately , i found out that there a person that always beside me , care me more than him .
he is so nice , caring and bla bla bla :)
he gave me a song that i heard it till my tears drop :'(

i feel the love he gave . ;) feel that he cares of me .
but i choose too hide it cause i scared that one day , i'm gonna been hurts again and again and again .

Silent is the best solution for me .
just want you to know that , a broken-heart need sometimes to fix and repair . :'(

L-O-V-E-V-O-L

Yeahhh ! LOVE . 

To LOVE someone unconditionally means that you LOVE the person exactly as they are , 

 exactly as they were before , 

and exactly as they will be in the future because people change all the time , 

so if you LOVE the person , 

you will LOVE them even if they become something you disagree with . 

 LOVE is not about you or your pleasure or your amusement . 

 It’s not about what you get out of it or what the other person can give to you . 

 It’s not about having a trophy you can show off with and tell people 

“This is *MY* girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husbandwhatever”. 

You do not “own” anyone . 

It’s not about 

you feeling ‘proud’ to be with someone who always agrees with everything you say and do and never does anything you disagree with .

Unconditional LOVE means that the person can just live their life exactly as they choose and you will always be there for them no matter what.

 Relationships are like trying to put LOVE into a box and keep it there , 

except LOVE is infinitely sized ,

and the box is… :]

well , there is no box large enough . HEHE

Everyday i LOVE HIM more and more and more ! ;)

Why i say so ?

Its because HE can gave me hapiness in my life ,

everytime when i'm sad , HE can make a joke to make me laugh .

HE being a good listener too ;)

HE's more understanding than me >< hehe .

Everytime i'm happy , HE want me to share with HIM ,

that what we call LOVE .

Sharing every happiness , sadness with our lover .

A good guy wouldn't let his girlfriend laugh , cry and do the crazy things alone ;D

HE is my first and last  ♥ i swear , HE will be the one that by my side FOREVER ! :)


  I ♥ YOU 

My  love  for  you  is  a  journey . Starting  at  forever ; ending  at  never .

I  love  him  and  that's  the  beginning  of  everything

KAWAN YANG TERBAIK :)

Hari ini , kawan saya yang sama-sama kerja berhenti sudah 

gara-gara itu BABI yang bikin stress utak ! 

hmmm ~ saya rinduu dia .

dia seorang yang baik hati . penyabar . rajin . pandai berlawak lagi ? 

haha ! everyday being with her is the best moment ever .

Nama dia Chelse , inilah kami  ;)

eeee , comel tak ? haha . 

saya paling sayang dia tahu ?

hehe ~ tapi tidak lupa juga sayang saya dengan kawan-kawan saya dari bangku sekolah :)

saya rindu mereka sangat-sangat  , eee . malu !

haha . 

I MISS YOU ALWAYS !  LOVE YOU BUDDY :] 

B.R.E.A.T.H.L.E.S.S ;]

If our love was a fairy tale 

i would charge in and rescue you 

on a yacht

baby we would sail to an island

where wed say i do 

and if we had babies they would like you

it'd be so beautiful if that came true

you don't even know how very special you are 

you leave me breathless , you're everything good in my life

you leave me breathless

i still can't believe that you're mine 

you just walked out of one of my dream 

so beautiful you're leaving me 

breathless 

if our love was a story book 

we would meet on the very first page 

the last chapter would be about 

how i'm thankful for the life we've mad

and if we had babies 

they would have your eyes 

i would fall deeper watching you give life 

you don't even know how very special you are 

you leave me breathless , you're everything good in my life

you leave me breathless

i still can't believe that you're mine 

you just walked out of one of my dream 

so beautiful you're leaving me 

 you must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me

you're like an angel 

the things that i feel is stronger than love 

believe me you're something special 

i only hope that ill one day deserve what you've given me 

but all i can do is try everyday of my life

you leave me breathless , you're everything good in my life

you leave me breathless

i still can't believe that you're mine 

you just walked out of one of my dream 

so beautiful you're leaving me 

breathless !

           
                 "Absence sharpens love, 
                                               presence strengthens it."

update again sooner  +.+   ~  hehe :) 

BIKIN PANASSSSSSSSSSSS !!

helloo peeppppsssss ' yeahhh ! baru dapat online ini .
heee ~ btw , sorry sangat sebab jarang update blog :P


Haisssss ! betul betul bikin panas tahu ini perempuan ! kamu mahu tahu siapa ?
hmmmmp ~ no need to mention it .
dia ini seorang perempuan yang tidak tahu menghargai , kenapa saya anggap dia macam itu ?
Ini mesti dicerita dari A ~ Z kan ? HAHA .


Firstly , time saya baru start kerja sini . ada 1 pekerja perempuan name F* with a new worker name N* , also a girl .
Saya friendly with new workers sampai me ajar semua yang saya tahu pasal electricals . saya sudah ajar semua itu . dengan ikhlas , but the things that make me HOT is when the boss ask her a question ' ivy tiada ajar kau kah ? ' She answered  NO . 
What is that mean ! Hey , that time seeing her face + act good and show off infront of me reallyyyyyyyyy ANNOYING !! and i just keep my mouth shut .


Lepas itu , satu orang lagi pergi ajar dia . A boy ,
You guys know what ?? yang make me feel so disgusting about that new workers is ~ dia melekatkan badan dia dengan itu lelaki and acting like she is very interesting to know everything . Dia punya perangai buat saya tambah panas . Bukan pasal jealous or something . It because time saya ajar . dia tahu jawab Oh , Oh and Oh ! when boys yang ajar sampai mahu tergedik-gedik . Okay i'm still keep my mouth shut .
time itu kami 3 girls rapat sangat . me , C* and F*


Next day , si F* pergi berkawan dengan si N* . so me and C* berdua-duaan lar . HAHA . F* tiba-tiba being bestfriend with N* . and being a backstabber  ! SHIT MAN !
orang bilang kasih biar saja kan . Okay . kami semua kasih biar dan pulaukan durang . Cause both of them really annoying . After few weeks together . N* and F* punya perangai makin BATABIAT !!
Naaaa ~ not just me say it , even my boss said like that to , tempat kerja sepatutnya buat kerja kan ??
but for them . Tempat kerja tempat menyundal , tempat mengumpat , tempat dating .
Wooooo ~ hebat kan durang . dari luar macam pergi k
kami diam-diam . kasih biar .


Ini N* banyak rahsia yang dia sembunyikan . yang bestfriend dia si F* saja yang tahu .
Inilah yang dikatakan kawan baik , dia kasih bongkar semua rahsia N* dengan boss and miss .
the new worker had stop . Inikah nama dia kawan ??? KAWAN MAKAN KAWAN !
paling teruk punya manusia ini begini !


After that saya sangka dia akan berubah . so me and C* kasih maaf dia . APA KAMI DAPAT !
Haisssss ! kamu tahan kah dengan orang yang , aishhhhh ! antah ! paling bikin panas ! 


Kalau jadi orang jangan terlampau bikin panas ! bukan semua boleh sabar dengan perangai kau . Dia cuma tahu mengumpat dan mengkritik ! tapi lupa beli cermin untuk diri sendiri ~ ini orang yang tidak tahu malu .
Yeahhhhh ! i really HATE her . Mulut tidak pandai berhenti mengatakan orang .  padahal dia itu bukannya baik dan sempurna sangat .
Orang sudah layan dia bagus-bagus . dia mahu kasih tunjuk lagi perangai dia macam setan !!! Haissss ~ menipu saja kerja . Orang bilang , orang yang jahat tidak akan ada kawan yang setia di sisi . betul . balasan !


memang FIRST TIME lah saya terjumpa orang begini !
teruk sangat-sangat ! aishhhhh  . hari-hari kasih rusak mood orang saja !
i'm just shorted it .
hmmmmp . thats all , Okay , bye .