Another Bored Day ,

Hmmmm ~ seems like i got the wrong decision huh . I quit my job just because i want to enjoy ma teenage life before i continue my life as a student again . :| but ... errrr -.-'

Everyday was a boring day to me . woke up in the morning ~ helps ma mami do the HOMEWORK . haha xD
eat ~ watching the same movie over and over again ~ listen to ma lovely boi song_ T-Mills ~ sleep ~ and spending the rest of my time infront of ma lappy . how boring my life can be ? :\

Feels like i want to work again , but ... nevermind , just sat at home being a good daughter to ma mami :)

perghh ! BORING ? -_- btw , i miss him , so muchhh ! althoungh we've had less contact . hehe , i know he miss me like i miss him :) wee ~ just now , while i'm waiting his call . he was asleep . derr -.-'
i knew it , cause from early in the morning he didn't text me , and that means he busy doing his things :)
well then about 11++ pm . he call me , and said that he feel sorry with me . just because his fall asleep and awake cause thinking about me . aww ~ how sweet is that . ;) # ilovehimdamnmuchh !

i miss the moments being with him . hugging each other , holding hands , haha . and miss that he like to smell ma hair :P yerrr . i need him , but nvm . as long as ma heart still belong with him .

hehe ~ a little bit like the teddy bear that he gave me . awww ~ ♥

Good Friday ♥

yeahhh . today is Good Friday , a very very Good Day for me . haha
baiknya hari ini dengan saya . ee . haha . dari pagi my parents tidak bagunkan saya [manja] HAHA . so saya tidur sampai jam 9.00 O.o wkwk . taruk .

then , as usual . jemur baju , mop lantai . aand bersihkan luar rumah lagi with ma lovely lil sis . waa ~ rajin tahu kami ini hari . wkwkwkw ! selalu kena teriak mamii dullu ini . haha xD

Tiba-tiba cousin yang paling gila dan disayangi VC with ma sista ~ tapi saya yang kili pigi rebut . -.-'
HAHA , b'ijik2 setelah sekian lama tidak jumpa . haha ! routine tuu . xD
beteriak2 lagi dengan sista , macam urang gila di rumah . HAHA .

Ma lover lagi jumpa saya tadiiii pagi ~ ee . malumalu . haha , he give a morning kiss at ma forehead  ♥
awww ~ ilovehimsomuchhhh and muchhhh and muchhhh :D

hehe , everyday he try to being a good lover to me after the tragedy that happened to our relationship .
we began to appreciate each others :)
And my days were full with flowery :) . deii ~ haha

And also for the person that always be with me at midnight , almost everyday :) and the songs that you had give me . the songs i heard for my bedtime story . haha xD
I appreciate it much  ♥

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

hey ~ iloveyoualways ;) baii

A Night ...

yeahhh , a night that i can't sleep .


 cause i listened to a song that make me love and hate . hmm :/


a song that remind me of the HURTS before .

 There's a pain that lived in my heart and my mind for about 2 years ago . 


Pain still fresh in my heart . If you want the happiness with your lover .


Then you must feel the pain and challenges , 


you've feel it then you will learn how to appreciate each others .


i love you my sweetheart ~ always do ♥

for someone call someone :/

hmmm ~ tidak tahu sudah macamna mahu jelaskan perasaan dalam hati saya !
stress sangat-sangat .
teramat sakit hati !
setiap kali pun begini , sampai bila terus sakit hati . sampai bila saya boleh terima semua ini :'(
setiap kali bergaduh , mesti itu ayat yang keluar !
everytime i heard that phrase , it make me hurt the most :'( but he wont know it .

Lately , i found out that there a person that always beside me , care me more than him .
he is so nice , caring and bla bla bla :)
he gave me a song that i heard it till my tears drop :'(

i feel the love he gave . ;) feel that he cares of me .
but i choose too hide it cause i scared that one day , i'm gonna been hurts again and again and again .

Silent is the best solution for me .
just want you to know that , a broken-heart need sometimes to fix and repair . :'(

L-O-V-E-V-O-L

Yeahhh ! LOVE . 

To LOVE someone unconditionally means that you LOVE the person exactly as they are , 

 exactly as they were before , 

and exactly as they will be in the future because people change all the time , 

so if you LOVE the person , 

you will LOVE them even if they become something you disagree with . 

 LOVE is not about you or your pleasure or your amusement . 

 It’s not about what you get out of it or what the other person can give to you . 

 It’s not about having a trophy you can show off with and tell people 

“This is *MY* girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husbandwhatever”. 

You do not “own” anyone . 

It’s not about 

you feeling ‘proud’ to be with someone who always agrees with everything you say and do and never does anything you disagree with .

Unconditional LOVE means that the person can just live their life exactly as they choose and you will always be there for them no matter what.

 Relationships are like trying to put LOVE into a box and keep it there , 

except LOVE is infinitely sized ,

and the box is… :]

well , there is no box large enough . HEHE

Everyday i LOVE HIM more and more and more ! ;)

Why i say so ?

Its because HE can gave me hapiness in my life ,

everytime when i'm sad , HE can make a joke to make me laugh .

HE being a good listener too ;)

HE's more understanding than me >< hehe .

Everytime i'm happy , HE want me to share with HIM ,

that what we call LOVE .

Sharing every happiness , sadness with our lover .

A good guy wouldn't let his girlfriend laugh , cry and do the crazy things alone ;D

HE is my first and last  ♥ i swear , HE will be the one that by my side FOREVER ! :)


  I ♥ YOU 

My  love  for  you  is  a  journey . Starting  at  forever ; ending  at  never .

I  love  him  and  that's  the  beginning  of  everything

KAWAN YANG TERBAIK :)

Hari ini , kawan saya yang sama-sama kerja berhenti sudah 

gara-gara itu BABI yang bikin stress utak ! 

hmmm ~ saya rinduu dia .

dia seorang yang baik hati . penyabar . rajin . pandai berlawak lagi ? 

haha ! everyday being with her is the best moment ever .

Nama dia Chelse , inilah kami  ;)

eeee , comel tak ? haha . 

saya paling sayang dia tahu ?

hehe ~ tapi tidak lupa juga sayang saya dengan kawan-kawan saya dari bangku sekolah :)

saya rindu mereka sangat-sangat  , eee . malu !

haha . 

I MISS YOU ALWAYS !  LOVE YOU BUDDY :] 

B.R.E.A.T.H.L.E.S.S ;]

If our love was a fairy tale 

i would charge in and rescue you 

on a yacht

baby we would sail to an island

where wed say i do 

and if we had babies they would like you

it'd be so beautiful if that came true

you don't even know how very special you are 

you leave me breathless , you're everything good in my life

you leave me breathless

i still can't believe that you're mine 

you just walked out of one of my dream 

so beautiful you're leaving me 

breathless 

if our love was a story book 

we would meet on the very first page 

the last chapter would be about 

how i'm thankful for the life we've mad

and if we had babies 

they would have your eyes 

i would fall deeper watching you give life 

you don't even know how very special you are 

you leave me breathless , you're everything good in my life

you leave me breathless

i still can't believe that you're mine 

you just walked out of one of my dream 

so beautiful you're leaving me 

 you must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me

you're like an angel 

the things that i feel is stronger than love 

believe me you're something special 

i only hope that ill one day deserve what you've given me 

but all i can do is try everyday of my life

you leave me breathless , you're everything good in my life

you leave me breathless

i still can't believe that you're mine 

you just walked out of one of my dream 

so beautiful you're leaving me 

breathless !

           
                 "Absence sharpens love, 
                                               presence strengthens it."

update again sooner  +.+   ~  hehe :)