Another Bored Day ,

Hmmmm ~ seems like i got the wrong decision huh . I quit my job just because i want to enjoy ma teenage life before i continue my life as a student again . :| but ... errrr -.-'

Everyday was a boring day to me . woke up in the morning ~ helps ma mami do the HOMEWORK . haha xD
eat ~ watching the same movie over and over again ~ listen to ma lovely boi song_ T-Mills ~ sleep ~ and spending the rest of my time infront of ma lappy . how boring my life can be ? :\

Feels like i want to work again , but ... nevermind , just sat at home being a good daughter to ma mami :)

perghh ! BORING ? -_- btw , i miss him , so muchhh ! althoungh we've had less contact . hehe , i know he miss me like i miss him :) wee ~ just now , while i'm waiting his call . he was asleep . derr -.-'
i knew it , cause from early in the morning he didn't text me , and that means he busy doing his things :)
well then about 11++ pm . he call me , and said that he feel sorry with me . just because his fall asleep and awake cause thinking about me . aww ~ how sweet is that . ;) # ilovehimdamnmuchh !

i miss the moments being with him . hugging each other , holding hands , haha . and miss that he like to smell ma hair :P yerrr . i need him , but nvm . as long as ma heart still belong with him .

hehe ~ a little bit like the teddy bear that he gave me . awww ~ ♥

Good Friday ♥

yeahhh . today is Good Friday , a very very Good Day for me . haha
baiknya hari ini dengan saya . ee . haha . dari pagi my parents tidak bagunkan saya [manja] HAHA . so saya tidur sampai jam 9.00 O.o wkwk . taruk .

then , as usual . jemur baju , mop lantai . aand bersihkan luar rumah lagi with ma lovely lil sis . waa ~ rajin tahu kami ini hari . wkwkwkw ! selalu kena teriak mamii dullu ini . haha xD

Tiba-tiba cousin yang paling gila dan disayangi VC with ma sista ~ tapi saya yang kili pigi rebut . -.-'
HAHA , b'ijik2 setelah sekian lama tidak jumpa . haha ! routine tuu . xD
beteriak2 lagi dengan sista , macam urang gila di rumah . HAHA .

Ma lover lagi jumpa saya tadiiii pagi ~ ee . malumalu . haha , he give a morning kiss at ma forehead  ♥
awww ~ ilovehimsomuchhhh and muchhhh and muchhhh :D

hehe , everyday he try to being a good lover to me after the tragedy that happened to our relationship .
we began to appreciate each others :)
And my days were full with flowery :) . deii ~ haha

And also for the person that always be with me at midnight , almost everyday :) and the songs that you had give me . the songs i heard for my bedtime story . haha xD
I appreciate it much  ♥

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

hey ~ iloveyoualways ;) baii

A Night ...

yeahhh , a night that i can't sleep .


 cause i listened to a song that make me love and hate . hmm :/


a song that remind me of the HURTS before .

 There's a pain that lived in my heart and my mind for about 2 years ago . 


Pain still fresh in my heart . If you want the happiness with your lover .


Then you must feel the pain and challenges , 


you've feel it then you will learn how to appreciate each others .


i love you my sweetheart ~ always do ♥